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>>10308
a bit of both. study by reading books or having a teacher can help to open the door by making it easier to see patterns. Divinity is all around us at all times but we are blinded to it. We were raised by forces jealous of truth and jealous of the spirit placed within all of us by the mother divinity. It instilled a set of false axioms meant to break the tie between our body and our spirit. Once the door has been opened (or inner eye, veil parted, whichever vocabulary you use to describe this) you will be able to see and hear the divinity in the world. It may appear in dreams, coincidences or synchronicities, or omens. Occasionally you may even receive a visit from a divine emanation in one of her many forms. You can also encounter divinity through logic such as mathematics or through art.
I would recommend most of the books in the OP. most things are tainted with some falsehood, so allow your heart to lead you to truth and follow whichever path the divinity sets before you.

>>10309
Thank you for your reply. Is there a good book that resonates with you especially? One that has emphasis on mother divinity? A lot of books I come across are very masculine.

>>10310
i liked the book by zuzana budapest in the OP under dianic wicca. You'll see I took a lot of inspiration from her. Mary Daly is good too.
The one that most resonated with me and broke me out of the spell of lies was reading the gnostic version of genesis. I had been raised catholic but since very early realized that the god of the bible was evil. It is especially obvious in genesis: the lie that women were borne from man's rib (and not the other way around), the curses the male god places on humanity like flooding the earth or killing innocents in egypt. He is jealous and vengeful. very unlike a creator and more like a usurper trying to control a creation that is not his. Even from a young age it felt like a trick. Reading the gnosic version is much closer to the truth, though i think their conception of material reality as evil is an oversimplification. the thunder perfect mind is a poem from the nag hammadi library, i think, which has a lot of hidden truths.
Unfortunately lots of traditions about the mother divinity were passed down orally, suppressed, eliminated, or assimilated. If you look, youll find fragments of her in your own culture. Take these fragments and follow them. She is not a vengeful goddess, don't worry too much about doing things the perfect way, just do what you can and she will show you the rest. Ask the women in your family, look at the female figures in your religion, or even look to history or mathematics and philosophy. You'll find her.

About the flooding, according to Plato's work Timaeus in ancient times there where many floodings that actually destroyed civilisations and their accumulated knowledge which they where desparate to pass on to the future generations to the point that underground libraries where built like the ones in Egypt.

Can someone recommend me an introductory book?

>>10144
I joined it :)

>>10144
Aliens aren't real

>>10326
what does it have to do with aliens?

>>10144
That YouTube channel has an email in their bio. I will contact them and report back.

>>10362
what happened?

>>10357
It works very well on me but never on the men I've dated. I think the most effective thing is to rotation date and select someone who 1) you like and 2) shows the least signs of avoidance. The latter requires a lot of restraint and self discipline at the beginning (well before you go exclusive or committed) - don't initiate things or make what you want totally transparent and just see how they naturally behave. Whoever compliments you the most, does you the most favours, initiates contact with you the most, and seems to have their life the most together is the one to spring for. They won't make you feel insecure enough that you'd feel the need to do the hot and cold thing.

>>10358
i already have a bf i'm happy with, i just want more kek

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Linked wrong originally but this thread already exists

>>10115
The lack of self awareness with this fugly moid. "Being a manslut isn't bad guize"
https://twitter.com/JFGariepy/status/1778709144981131651?t=YkuL6scFBzJt7ey-Q37lxg&s=19

>>10339
Gariepy has alluded to having children with random women and calling them 'projects'. He's not capable of seeing anyone as a human besides himself.

Reposting here for Gariepyfags

Has anyone else listened to any of the interviews JF gave after Élora went missing? I'm aware of three, but I 'll post with links and timestamps to events I found interesting.
First of all, this is his interview with The Crucible. He mentions some beef with Ramzpaul betraying him by implying he is guilty of murdering his wife, but I'm not sure if that was an interview too or if Ramz was just talking about JF on his show. Either way, the host on The Crucible was acting in a way that made JF feel like he was being believed and he was comfortable talking about some of the details of Élora's disappearance. Comments have been disabled.

[3:59] JF says that Élora could be dead, or she could be having so much fun at parties that she doesn't know anyone is looking for her
[6:30] JF talks about how his wife did something similar (leaving for a trip/hitch hiking) in 2021 from "our current location" to Quebec "which is more than ten hours of driving".
[8:00] He talks about how on June 17th in the early afternoon, Élora asked him to drop her off at a gas station close to a bridge that a lot of truck drivers go to. He mentions she had done this in the past. He keeps talking about how he dropped her off in front of cameras and that was the last time he personally saw her. He says he knew she was alive on the 18th and 19th of June because they tried to call each other and also texted, but that the last contact was via text on June 19th before he says she decided to get rid of her cellphone. He says she was spotted by other people on June 19th in New Brunswick.
[11:26] JF says he informed her family on June 17th "that she was going toward them" because "she was probably heading west".
[11:49] He says that her family's position on the matter "is that you cannot retain a woman against her will" and then goes on to say, "They have always been clear to me that they don't want me to beat Mama JF, they don't want me to intimidate Mama JF"
[12:50] He says that as of June 19th, her family is also looking for her
[13:48] JF says that Élora had been collecting survival gear but he didn't think she had packed it with her when she left because she had packed so lightly, said that he "wouldn't think that she was going for extended survival in nature".
[15:20] JF says that he wouldn't be worried about her being able to pass over the border through "networks of smuggling" and then states Post too long. Click here to view the full text.

>>10347
Lauren DeLaguna's interview follows. It is very apparent that JF didn't know who she was and that he only came on the interview to speak to an attractive young lady. He was able to be comfortable for the first half because he really wanted to be able to talk about himself to a woman. He gets pissed off at her eventually once they start discussing Élora and then he rage quits.

[13:36] JF talks about how he worked in a psychiatric clinic and the women he would meet there
[17:32] JF asking Lauren what kind of men she is attracted to
[22:06] superchatter asks JF about if his children are safe, he just says “yeah”.
[25:29] Lauren asks JF if Élora was the only woman he had children with and says he already told her he wouldn’t answer any questions about children, then implies he has a lot of children and calls them “projects”.
[28:45] Lauren asks JF how he has been getting on after his wife’s disappearance, mentions she heard his fridge was empty and then JF gets mad about his fridge, does damage control about the contents of his fridge
[33:14] JF describes what Élora was wearing when she went missing
[35:28] Lauren asks JF if he can show his final texts with Élora and he refuses because the police would have his texts if they wanted them
[39:58] superchatter asks why JF’s wife would leave the children. Lauren says his wife committed a crime by leaving the kids, JF blows up and insults her intelligence, then rage quits
[41:40] Lauren’s friends were listening in the background the whole time and start making fun of him for being guilty

>>10348
The last interview I'm aware of is the one on The Dick Show. JF starts out pretty uncomfortable but Dick seems to get JF comfortable by acting shockjocky and disparaging Lauren's interview. He seems the most comfortable in this interview out of the three and says some pretty weird things. One of the comments under this video that I found interesting:
>The two weeks she left last year she went to her family and stayed in contact, and JF's streaming revolved around publicly looking for a replacement wife to try to make his wife jealous, complete with a countdown until she returned.

[6:33] “It was happiness for four months” after Élora disappeared
[8:20] JF talks about how he had to have the house sterilized because women leave an imprint on the house
[8:52] JF brags about how he has so much technical knowledge of the way police investigate crimes
[12:02] JF says he doesn’t have an opinion on whether or not he would like his wife to come back home because he is a libertarian, then says he is getting lots of attention from women after having been suspected of killing his wife
[26:53] Dick asks JF what he should do if he wanted to kill his own wife and get away with it, further emboldening JF to talk about himself and his perceived knowledge about getting away with crimes
[32:07] Dick tries to make JF more comfortable talking about Élora by telling his chat that JF is not incriminating himself, then JF talks about how sure he is he won’t go to jail
[33:23] JF expresses he was angry at Lauren during the interview because she accused him of not having any food in his fridge (lol)
[34:53]“There are grief periods that you have. Not necessarily the grief of knowing that she is dead, but the grief of having control over your wife, the grief of, yeah, you’re gonna have to keep living without knowing.”
[35:45] JF expresses that he is afraid of a future where someone will replicate his DNA and have it “spread all over a murder scene”, then says he has 24/7 tracking and filming of himself and keeps a camera above himself while he sleeps

>>10139
It's like LOA but on a higher level

>>10235
It worked for me

>>10235
>>10279
how? what did you actually get from it?

>>10040
I'm literally so obsessed with this video

>>10032
On earth as it is in heaven

>>4152
I did it for about 6 years from 17-24 because I was saving up for a house and it's fucking impossible to get on the property ladder here. I eventually made it and then stopped because it's not worth losing my career and there are being advancements made to analyse faces.

Used to shoplift a ton as a kid, stopped as soon as I had access to my own money. Would also steal from people’s houses. Probably peaked at about 8 years old and tapered from there.
I usual would steal snacks but sometimes books or cheap toys. Nothing valuable and I would make an effort to return whatever I took (other than food obviously)
I started with food the various people who watched didn’t always feed me so I would feed myself I guess. I was a fat kid so I think they thought they were doing me a favor but I was absolutely insatiable. I’ve gotten better (still fat but I’m no longer a total monster around food) not trying to justify but that’s definitely how it started Once I realized how easy it was, I would usually borrow without asking then return things as I needed. Never money or anything that had real value to the person so if I couldn’t return it wouldn’t be missed. Once when I was 10 I even gave an anonymous “thank you” gift to one girl I “borrowed” from a lot (it was an coat for her doll I made out of felt, glue and staples) She was thrilled (I think she may have been a bit stupid).

>inb4 kleptomania/psychopathy armchair diagnosis
I got no thrill from it. I used everything I got. I would never take anything that valuable or precious and if someone would’ve cried over it I would’ve felt bad but it never happened. I wouldn’t have minded if some child did the same to me back then or even now. I also wouldn’t say shit if I saw someone stealing from a big box store (not just baby formula or bread, even a total luxury) I have no regrets but I also don’t think I was being moral or anything.

I used to when I was young. Like 7-8 years old. One time my older cousin caught me but nobody believed him… kek

Local shitty thrift store has hired a second Troon, shoplifting intensifies.
Thought he was a shopper cause he was in the lingerie/nightgown section trying a few night slips on from a cart he had. Nope! He awkwardly took what he had on off when I stayed in the isle then started hanging shit. He had an employee shirt underneath. Grabbed the thing I wanted and put it in my bag. I'm not paying for the chance some fetishistic Troon put on used women's clothing before putting it up. Obviously I wash everything I get but still didn't want to spend on it. I was worried when the manager trooned out this place was gonna become a haven for them to work there, first hire they get and he's already using work time to try on the clothes before women unknowingly buy them. I hope he's not getting anything extra from them being used but God knows he is.

>>4152
The only time I shoplifted was around the age of 10. For a couple of weeks, my friend and I would pocket these cheap packs of candy we loved from the little gas station within walking distance. No one explicitly talked to us but one day when we walked in there there were suddenly new and very visible security cameras. We took that as a sign to stop.
I'm glad I didn't escalate further or get caught. I don't think the law would have done much to me at that age, but still.

>>10316
Alright I will admit I was on some autismo rage with this one

Fedpost made by glowie.

>>10224
He doesn't look inbred but that shitty puffy hair is pissing me off

in the eyes of God you are never too pretty for anything lol

>>10228
God isn't real christotard.

people project their fantasies onto others, but it is just that, a fantasy, it is kind of "objectifying" him

keep his pictures if you must, but remember he is a bad person who hurt someone and belongs there

>>10283
Thanks for the kek

>>426
Augustin Baurell enjoyers go mad since 1791

I know I’m responding to old stuff, I just like replying.
>>403
I think glitches are real too. I once saw one. I saw the same lady do the same task twice, like she was programmed to do it. I worked at one of those stupid kiosk stalls at the mall and I watched a woman walk out of one of our hallways, look both ways, and then walk off. There was nothing to do at that job besides people watch, and she had a really charming bob that moved when she turned her head, so I remembered her the first time. Then the same woman came out of the hallway and did the exact same thing, same hair movement, everything. Everyone I’ve told the story to just says I misremember it, but I didn’t! It really made my blood run cold the second time she did it. I know that’s so minor, but even a minor hiccup in the fabric of the universe is a little strange, isn’t it?

>>570
I’m from NM and I’ve been to Roswell many times. It’s a pretty interesting place, the McDonalds is shaped like a UFO. There’s so much weird stuff in NM. Up north from Roswell there’s Los Alamos Lab, where a lot of nuclear testing happened. Nearby to that is an alleged human / alien breeding project in Dulce NM. Then in Socorro, we had a policeman see a UFO shaped like a tictac.

I live in the middle of nowhere, and one night while I was sleeping, I sort of half woke up. I could see through my eyelids that there was light shining in the room. Do you know what I mean? When you close your eyes in a bright room, you still can see how bright it is, right? Then I thought, “Wow it would be really easy to abduct me, there’s no one around.” I sort of tossed that idea around in my head for a moment, and then woke up fully like, what? What am I thinking? Then I opened my eyes, and the room was dark. I still walked around the house with a hammer just to make sure I was really alone.

I don’t think covid was real. It was really awful. I was living on a women’s land at the time and you really couldn’t say anything hinting that you didn’t believe in it, didn’t want the shots. Idk, I just don’t think the medical community has demonstrated much ability to care about women, so I’m not gonna trust the shots. I worry so much about the women I know who did get the shot, even though they treated me like crap bc I stood firm against getting them. One of thPost too long. Click here to view the full text.

>>390
they sell apple stuff at costco now

Money flows to me.
I am a money magnet.
Money comes easy to me.
I like money.
I am wealthy.

>>10276
poggies